Karen Love ♥

I just had a thought of how I actually only get to see my friends like 2 - 4 times every month…

This makes me sad.

Okay so this guy I have liked since I was like 14 and continuously talked to for 7 years is coming back here from Australia to visit in December.

Time to attempt to lose weight and look beautiful so he will fall in love with me and marry me and I can move to aus with him……..

I am actually such a cringe. I met the guy that I really like for the first time today, and I meant to send a message to my best friend Jordan saying how I was paranoid that he didn’t like me…

But no.

I accidentally sent it to him and now I just want to bury myself in sand and never ever go out again.

WHY MEEEEE.

All I want to do is lay in bed and be spooned whilst watching Harry Potter.

I was going to go to sleep an hour ago, so put my laptop down, got to bed and then went on Tumblr on my phone…

Yeah still awake on Tumblr & getting seriously excited for tomorrow.

This guy I kinda like just told me he doesn’t like Cleudo.

I

don’t

understand.

Two weekends ago I woke up still drunk at my friends house at 11am (we went to sleep after 5am..) and started shouting her name every two seconds.
She never woke up so I kept running in her room before 1pm shouting “JORDAN IT’S 5PM YOU’VE SLEPT ALL DAAAY”, and she would just turn over in bed and totally ignore me. 

Sometimes I wonder why I actually have friends.